The very issue, that I appear to have some skill, causes a vacuum that makes some people not want to have anything to do with me… If they’re living on a skill — which is work — the skill of facing, or lying, or playing, or fronting, spinning or webbing reality, whether they know they’re doing it, intended to do it, just getting by, or whatever; when I come along, I’m too much.
At that point they have to maintain the logical, psychological structures they’ve built up around them.
They assume I am maintaining the logical, psychological structures that I had built up around me.
Some find it’s not worth engaging. #1 benefited from my energy for a long time and could manage me how she liked mostly and I was happy to be managed, but now shiny, say-anything man is inconvenient timed. 🙂
I can say anything I want to say and that is power.
I know when the ball is rolling it’s fun to run along.
I used to push the ball around.
Do ya know when my shoulders relaxed?
When I decided I’d say, or show, or tell, or give, anything to anyone at anytime, without regret, or remorse, or strings.
I’m not talking about money.
Throwing your stuff out there is the greatest way to be free.
So, now I think the movie “Say Anything” is about a guy who will do just what he honestly thinks he is supposed to be doing. That’s me.
Back when the movie came out, I thought it was about him being willing to say anything to keep her, for I too, back then, was on the do anything to keep her side of the equation.
An equation has two sides.
It must balance.
So you see what I’m saying!
Everything is a house of cards, or a symphony, or half of?
If you don’t want to throw words in then you don’t have to worry about words coming back out of the conversation and biting you. Yes, I’m writing specifically to you.
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