Apology

I sincerely Apologize.  Everything has a reason, even the bad things, and the Bad One.

Since everything is just One thing, to judge another is to judge Yourself.

And we are hardest on Ourselves.

Thank God!

I know I can take it, but what about you?

If I can take it, then You can, too.

But, I guess it’s not for me to dish out, but I am you, too, so, whatever…

STOP THINKING, YOU’RE MEAT!!!

HAHAH

I love you.

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The last time I saw my daughter, she was 9, my son 4.

There is a 9 year old girl, a six year old boy, and a three year old boy, now living in the house.  My newest 13 year old daughter, has been here since she was nine.

Thank you, God!!

One of the last times I fell asleep in my own apartment after the split with Number One, my Son and Daughter were staying with me.  I was SO depressed.  I didn’t want it to be over with Number One, and I was missing the Past so much that I didn’t make the best time of my Present.  I missed out on one last play with the plastic airplane with Joshua.

I love you, Joshua.

As I fell asleep I saw you playing with the plane and you saying, “Play with me, Daddy, play with me.”

As I fell asleep this morning, Daniel and Darrin were watching Avengers cartoons on my computer.  Daniel was laying in the bed with me on his special pillow.

I woke up at 11am to see that Spider-Man was still laying there.

Then I remember You.

Thank You.

EVERYTHING IS A PART OF THE ONE THING THAT WAS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN.

TO JUDGE SOMEONE ELSE IS TO JUDGE YOURSELF.

TO JUDGE THE DEVIL IS TO JUDGE GOD.

FORGIVE YOURSELF.

FORGIVE HIM

FORGIVE GOD.