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I have so much in my head, sometimes I think the best way to live life is to spin it all around really fast and see what squirts out.

I am not insane because I do not do the same thing expecting different results.

🙂

I think it would be insane to expect no results because every action has an equal and opposite reaction and putting all those words together makes them happy.

Making anything requires a state.

A statement.

Something you know.

Something you want.

Something you believe.

There is a light of logically strumming everything, that is the source, and He’s a good guy (or whatever).

He’s done everything.

Imagine now that you’re in a room alone.  Whatever is in the room is in the room.

No, don’t imagine that because imagination never did anything alone.

Someone has to do something around here.

Finding channels for my engines in their time.

To be perfectly real:

Using dextromethorphan:

It causes errors.

And it allows changes.

But it is a little like throwing your

Fuck,

seriously

This is not a stable foundation from which a life can be built.

Ratchet progress, stare stepping.

Progress.

Worth.

Value.

Security.

Shame.

This blog is like a long diary squirting out of the corner of the bag,

But things I know come into my mind.

Allusions to other works.

Isn’t it odd that I would addle myself with dxm?

Why the fricken fricken [ HI JILL! ] …

Life is an adventure beyond.

I do like Jill. haha  Nice girl.

The drama about Jill is interesting psychological material about me, thoughts in my mind.

I don’t like that I write this crap, no supporting documentation, not even a scratch and sniff, and put it on the internet.  🙂

See, the word “like” is weird.

I love the experience of knowing how my brain does things, remembers things, invents things.  I have walked some wild rides.

But, I do need to see more of a cohesive Joe this summer.  Gotta get going.  Doing anything not everything.

MillionDollarBall!!

What this post doesn’t say and it should say is that giving up the squishy brain and just playing with whatever sticks is hard.

I admit that I am a person, who in his natural state is

There is this relationship that I’ve been having with myself.

Of course, I watch what I do.

I usually do what I say.

[as I’m writing this I am experiencing the effects of dxm]

It’s really is fascinating to watch your senses turn down one by one. 🙂

I’ve become very

Anyway

I had been planning or avoid or repeating or squealing the admonition

That’s not the word I was looking for, but I’m fascinated…  No, I think that

Actually!!

Before judging a life, you should take account of a life.

It makes sense to measure everything and report the results.

I want a better platform to present information.  ;;;;  SEEE now dxm is holding me back, I can’t think up what I need to think up for what I want to do right now.

I’m ANGRY

🙂

I’m not really.

But I want to express anger about all of this.

I know it is is a mess.

It is important to always be looking at where I am and what I’m doing.  If I want to make progress on a project, then chart its progress – sounds simple enough.

Without a doubt dxm throws in all the uncertainty.

The universe thrives on uncertainty.  🙂

but it can be a little depressing sometimes ghaagagaa