My use of DXM has been
WOOPS! You know what? Using a sock is a great way to clean up those nasty coffee spills.
Anyway, my choice to use DXM has been a controversial one among some people I know. Here’s how the numbers break down: 99% seem to think it was a bad choice.
It could be said that DXM caused me to throw my life away, but the proper interpretation is that DXM enabled me to completely change my life in just eight years instead of continuing to tread water, spending every waking moment just trying not to be miserable, only accomplishing a sad, yet stable 50 years of suck.
The breakup of my marriage enabled my ex-wife to get the man she really wanted and needed, freeing me from trying to become what she wanted, which I couldn’t have done. Continuing to try would have depended resentment and made our marriage much worse than it already was, resulting in the end of the marriage one day, anyway.
I wrote most of the blog posts on The Odyssey of Jerry Wallace a while back when I was entertaining myself by coming up with some pretty exciting theories on the way everything works. It looks like bipolar mania, but it’s not.
There is something afoot in the universe that is completely outside our human frame of reference. It’s impossible to put into words what’s there because it’s based on common and shared consciousness and as humans we’re only familiar with being alone in our own heads.
The sensation of connecting with that universal consciousness (and all the levels in between) has driven many a person to say some pretty spectacular things. But, those things are always said with bias towards our own ego, to some degree.
It’s possible to remove most of your ego from the process, but it takes years and years.
Early on, if you’re a person who’s searching for spiritual answers, and if you’ve studied the belief system engendered by the Bible and found much of it to be so illogical that those parts must have been a product of human engineering, then you might find yourself sad because you believe there is no savior.
And then, if you come into contact with this universal consciousness, suddenly you “see” everything, but you can’t quite interpret it directly. So, you use what you know and start seeing it as “messages” from a dualistic God (God being something apart from you).
You might think you were chosen to receive these messages; when, actually you’ve just contacted what anyone could contact and what we’ll all be in communion with after our earthly demise. So, see, by thinking you’ve been chosen, you’ve really chosen yourself.
And then you might think you’re the one — a comforting thought because you know you exist, and if you’re a messiah then at least you know there’s a messiah. Or you might think you’re The Messiah.
Whatever.
Right now around the world millions of people are tuning in to this station.
And, the universal consciousness is listening to everything you think, Radio Head.
This song is written from the perspective of “God.”
When he says he’s listening to the station from inside you’re head and it sounds like the sound of a brand new world, this is another statement that we are here to provide a brand new “world” of experience for the universal consciousness. Things are exciting when they’re new, and the universe is old, so to experience some new excitement, we were created to live a brand new world.
I love you!
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