Law of Attraction

Bora Bora

Two days ago, I watched a movie produced by the lady who runs http://thesecret.tv/ about the Law of Attraction.

Here’s what I was surprised, shocked, freaked out, and excited to realize: I’d thought all this up myself a few years ago during one of my crazier times.  It’s very odd to dream up a concept and then have people repeat it back to you.

So, since then, I’ve not engaged in any rehearsal of my negative ideas about myself and my life.  Before I start, I replace that feeling with this picture of a beach in Bora Bora in my head and imagine a hum.  But, I’ve been going farther, imagining me in that hammock, drink in hand, with friendly company.

I’ve become clearer and clearer about how I want things to be and I take time to think about it and always do so if I begin to think negatively.  I never start a sentence in my head with “I don’t want…” because that causes yet another thought about whatever it is I don’t want.  Instead, sentences have to start with “I’m thankful that…”  I could be thinking that I’m thankful for something that is awesome now (like air conditioning) or something that will be awesome later.

I’m 42 years old.  About a week ago, I noticed that I wasn’t looking as good as I have usually looked.  I had gained some extra weight around my midsection and the muscle tone was gone from my pectoral muscles, leaving me with a dented, man-boob thing which I really didn’t like.

Yesterday afternoon, I noticed I’ve lost that weight.

I just got up to leave some urine in the bathroom.  When I turned on the light, I noticed my boobs were gone and my muscles are back.

Two days.