I Miss You

I miss you so much, it hurts.  I don’t want to miss you anymore, but I can’t see you.

I really don’t understand why verbal messages aren’t passed back and forth… why I don’t hear any news about you.

I’m thinking it’s because I’ve been effectively eliminated from your lives and minds in order to make things easier or something for you.  That’s cool.

Messages aren’t passed to me from you because there are no messages.

No news is passed to me about you because they would prefer that I hear no news… and forget that I have children.

I guess I don’t have children — a judge said so.

I’m sure your mother now refers to me as a sperm donor.

You may call me your “biological father.”

I don’t know about you Little Man, but Baby J, I’m more than just your biological father… I’m easily half your personality…

Little Man, I surely had a lot of input into your personality, too. I hope there are good things in there from me.  🙂